50 days smoke free!131 dollars saved so far.

Husband is back home as of yesterday, so we will be spending a few days cleaning and shopping and living life. Not much more to tell honestly.

I want my husband home now! That is all.

Went back to the gym yesterday for the first time in over a week. Weather kind of stopped us from going...among other things that are really out of our control. But I felt great after we were done. I did 20 min of Treadmill at 3.2 speed. kept my heart rate up to 163 for most of that 20 min and I was sweating my ass off. Today we are gonna do out Cardio/strength training. Looking forward to that.

40 days quit so far!405 cigarette's not smoked and $106.22 saved. Not to mention I have added 1 day and 9 hours to my life. Isn't that interesting. I will admit that I smoked a cigarette at the super bowl party. It was a moment of weakness but it was horrible.And I haven't had a taste for one since then either. I think in about another month I will be ready to tackle cutting my caffeine out. Although these head aches just from cutting back are killing me. We are going back to the gym today.lately I haven't wanted to go to the gym. I just don't feel the motivation to go. I just want to sit in my house were it's nice and warm and not come out till spring.Anyhow, normally when I start something I have to force myself to do it at least for the first few weeks. So I am charging my Ipod up and getting my stuff ready so we can go! Getting it done and out of the way for today is the best effort I can give and if that gets the job done,then so be it.

I have lost count of the days now, but I used a program the other day that said I had saved my lungs from 300 ciggs and saved 60 bucks so far by not smoking. So it's been over a month and here I sit bored and all I can think about is smoking. The bad part is, tomorrow is the Super Bowl, and I am to attend a party where most of the people smoke. Will I be able to keep it together? Is it to soon for me to be around people who smoke? I don't know if I have enough will power to not social smoke, and we all know that social smoking for me = falling off the wagon. Part of me wants to not attend, but I can't avoid every social event just because I don't smoke anymore. People have to learn to cope with these things. Then there is the whole thing were I don't know anyone except the person throwing the party. SO... lets recap...stressful situation where I will know no one but the hosts, where everyone most likely will me smoking... and I am suppose to have the will power to not smoke!